Another Christmas without you- Unucky number 13. I miss you so much and all I can do is think about us together and you are not with me. How could we know a month that you would be taken from me. Never to wake up again and to leave me. I am still heart broke over the day when I turned off the life-support machine. I watched you die befoe my eyes.
30 minutes I did not have you and my life was over too. I kissed you one last time and said we would meet again n far, far, better place . I am just waiting now to join you. Suicide looks good just to join you because no man can ever replace you in my heart or soul.  Another Christmas will come and go and I will still of you on your death date January 28, 2015. The pain is always going go be with me no escaping the pain of the man I loved for 12 wonderful year.