he came to pick me up in a little red car took me to his house, forty minutes too far with my sadness on my sleeve, i got in willingly but i never expected or asked for what he was going to do to me unwelcome hands thrashing unwelcome swirls "come on, i've never had to take my pants off before a girl" i didnt want this i didnt want this i didnt want this i never asked for it i didnt want it i never ******* wanted it i.... i... i.. so he took what wasn't his and i laid there, motionless.