Realizing I was in love was like realizing Santa didn't exist I don't know when or how it happened There was no jolt or feeling of my childhood crumbling around me I realized years later that the presents under the tree were from my parents And realized months after our meeting I wasn't making myself say I love you
Realizing I was in love was like walking into a pool and finding the water warm I was expecting a cold shock and minutes wasted getting used to the feeling Forcing myself to go under But falling in love wasn't forced but welcome You were the tide over my head I couldn't wait to explore Hurrying to wade in instead of taking the smallest of steps
I wasn't dragged into loving you any more than I'm dragged out of bed on Christmas morning Or into a warm pool in the summer sun You were a welcome feeling And it doesn't hurt to say I love you