to me you are just a photograph a five-by-seven rectangle of glossy paper pinned on my white wall with a thumbtack. all of you is crammed into that space, a box that contains your smile, two-dimensional and impersonal, false. there's a rip on one corner where part of your forehead dangles ready to be completely perforated, because you have no control over where i store you whether it's in my arms or just on my walls.