The only thing I've been to afraid to say recently is: I love you.
I'm not afraid to say it because "I don't want to love you" or anything like that. The only reason I'm afraid to say it is because I know you're not ready to say it back. And it's okay you're not. Now I feel like there's been a 20 thousand pound weight thats been lifted off my chest.
So there it is. I love you. I love you. I love everything about you. I love being with you and I always want to be around you. I love you