all I wanted was you.
at first it was mutual,
then things changed.
I still wanted you
but,
you wanted ***.
I fell for your game
and when you left,
things became real.
you hurt me,
you taught me a lesson.
how could I be so blind?
I thought I wanted you forever.
but you were never good enough.
your eyes told some pretty lies,
the way your voice sounded,
at 2am.
the things you said,
the dates we went on,
I'll never forget.
all those nights you were sleeping in my bed.
you seemed so perfect,
the way you held me.
you made me feel so good.
but as soon as things started falling apart,
you turned into a monster.
you destroyed me,
physically and emotionally
with your blows,
and your words.
you were the best and the worst.