Life is a big ***** up. People tell you that you're going to go somewhere in life, but you don't. You can't escape the box that's, that's trapping you inside because you there's no escaping. You know you're trapped for life. You know when people say to you "everything is going to be okay" well, you have just been told a lie. Because you know when you're put inside that box, you're not escaping. There's no way out of being trapped. You're stuck there for the rest of your life. You're afraid to sleep, you know that if close your eyes, the flashback starts. When they send you food, you hurry up and eat it, you eat it so fast before they change their minds. Then finally, you hear the car start up, and turn out of the driveway. You're all done, no one is there to tell you what to do, you fall asleep, but only for a second, then you wake up. You finally realized that you are free, you are no longer trapped.