And it's been years since you and I have been a thing
And it's been weeks since I felt like a human being
Things are bad again, it's like I'm barely living
Simply existing
But it might be the darkness I surround myself with
And my head surely isn't thinking straight
But I keep using myself as bait
And it never really ends well
But the stories we sell
To each other
Make the days pass by
I'm just trying not to feel
Trying not to cave into my old habits.