Normal school days
Long black hair
Thin frail body
sweet tender voice
Big brown eyes
Wide perfect smiles
Late night conversations
Best nights ever
Unintentional sweet moments
Soft small palms
Best feeling ever

Confusion sets in
Intricate mood swings
Short plain talks
Blank and nothing
Think of something
Out of ideas
Quick painful rejection
constant anxiety kicks
Where did It
Go wrong anyway?
Try not to
Show her that
I miss everything

I'm Messed up.