I don’t know what I am doing wrong…. Every decision I make reaches to the same outcome.
I try so hard to be different, to choose a different path, but it never changes. I still end up feeling pain at the end.
Am I wrong? Is there something wrong with me? Am I not good enough, or worth it?
I ask these questions because I think that I am worthless. I try so hard to be a good person, to be considerate.
And now I feel useless, like I have no purpose, or that I am not good enough for no one or for anything.
I hate this feeling! It really hurts, feeling lost in this big universe. How can someone feel so alone? When there is billions of people that is around them.
Why? Why do I feel empty? Like I am a hollow tree. Like I have nothing left. It seems like I have given up hope. I put on a smile on my face every day just so I can join society, but its society that has me feeling this way. It’s how the world operates that a lot of us feel this way. We have given up on hope, we feel run down and burn out like there’s no more fuel left. We all have let go …..