To the first boy I loved
The first boy that made my world spin around like a planet orbits the sun
You alone made me feel as if gravity was just a metaphor to this world
Darling it was real, and we were the best

Instead, we were like perpendicular lines
How cruel is fate to make us meet and in one point, to experience moments together and tear us apart, reaching out in different directions

And here we are once again, silence has connected us better than words could ever have
And one day, I found out that you fell in love with a girl.
It was excruciating.

How can you simply put into words how painful my heart ached
I broke down, slowly, I felt that the world was constantly watching me

Maybe people will just see it as a 'get-over-it' situation, but **** it had been 2 years, but I can't still move on
Seeing you everyday and knowing that I can't have you makes me feel like dying

Earnestly, I don't think I'll ever trust in love again