Had it crossed your mind that maybe I try to grow up, and mature but I work on that in my own way and on my own time?
Did it ever occur to you that not everyone is equipped for the world at the age I'm at? No? so please go on. tell me I'm lazy and worthless, a burden to you now. I'm certain no remark will go amiss
Did it ever occur to you in still learning about myself as a person and as the world turns more lessons are learned.
Did it ever consider that I'm already insecure. I'm a pathetic epileptic thanks for not meeting your concern. if I don't feel comfortable about something I'm not gonna paint a smile on my face and fake it. I'll be authentic and do my best when I'm in a better place.
Did any of this occur to you? That yes I have flaws but if my own mother doesn't believe in me any more than maybe I should die today or tomorrow and relieve your sorrow. Why should I keep going? if no one believes in me or even truly loves me anymore why should I? clearly I'm not good enough for anybody yo put in any sort of faith?