I forget so many things. I forgot the way my sister and I played when we were young. I forgot why I thought I could teach my brother how to read. I forgot how my mother broke her neck and I guess she nearly died. I forgot how my dad had cancer and we went to see him in the hospital. All I remember now is you. I remember the first time I met you and I didn't know I would love you. I remember the first time I said sorry to you and meant it. I remember when I saw your car for the first time and I thought it was cute. I remember the first time I talked to you on the phone. I remember how you made your best friend laugh, and I envied that immensely. I remember the way you made the stools symmetrical in the kitchen. I remember holding your hands in my hands before they felt my body. I remember the patience you had with me while teaching me your song. I remember the first time I wanted to touch your hair. I remember the first time I wanted you to touch mine. I remember the way the sun hit your face and made me think of the future. I remember the first time I wanted to kiss you. I remember the first time I held your head and how it gave me butterflies. I remember the first time we kissed and I couldn't believe it. I remember the first time we joked about feelings. I remember how scared I was you were kidding. I forget so many things, but I will never forget you.