I have seen it, O world, I have seen it as one sees the clouds or as one feels water naked in the cool lake at the break of dawn I have felt it as one feels the grapes seized with savage hands and crushed against one’s teeth O I have seen the rise and fall of pain and greed and name and fame and I have lived the grand ways of the world of favor and office and recognition and reward and loss and desertion and days of merry company and years of desolation and years of patronage and commission and I have cupped young soft flesh in both my hands; and I have seen loss, death and growth and promise and stealth and destruction and infamy and I have seen genius and I have witnessed mediocrity and you know, I have amazed and I have disappointed - as you, O world, as you have disappointed and amazed I have seen the pageant of emotions of the rise and fall and the transition and journeys of all thought and ambition and desire and want O world, I have seen you and you have much of me and we have struggled and we have cursed and approved and we have raised our heads and we have looked the other way and you have heaped praise and dispraise and I have created and I have destroyed and I have cut my own canvas into parts – but still, O world, still, if you look at me, if you look – you know, you know *I, Rembrandt, I am always the Monarch
poem written after long and repeated contemplation of the painting: "Rembrandt, Self Portrait, 1658"