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Peppy Miller Feb 2014
My friend has these eyes
flecks of gold hold vast to her pupils
sorrow is magnified in them
as she looks at the gray world

My friend has these eyes
they see color in small things
create masterpieces when she focuses them
but disregard the true beauty they see in the mirror

My friend has these eyes
I wish she could trade with my own
so she could see her eyes the way I see them
and understand what looking into them is like

My friend has these eyes
I know not what mysteries they have seen
know not the acuteness of their vision
nor the times they have bathed in a sea of saltwater tears

My friend, you have eyes so why can't you see?
The beauty that surrounds the emotion you project
onto the world?Good, bad, and despairing
Peppy Miller Feb 2014
well the memory has let me down once more
there I stood, in front of my t.v. in a bath robe and bunny slippers
spit bubbles forming on my lower lip
I kept hitting the same button over and over
"where the hell are the controls for this thing" my body yells as my hand waves from my mouth to my pocket
now it's all black and white
so I guarantee I have stayed up too long
"I have control, I have control"
I hum over and over as I hold the remote
Someones out of batteries
"This guy"
Peppy Miller Feb 2014
Those words that were coined as a cliche mean more than we shall ever guess.
We need not understand them until the adrenaline wears off like the lipstick of a pale moon's night.
Change becomes so inert, it feels as though we are watching Neptune orbit the sun.
We tie a knot and leap.
Days and nights pass in a tangle
Such as a tumbleweed hitting our tire on a warm desert car ride.
The peaks and valleys we ride create a rhythm that plays to the metronome of the heart.
They can make us sick some times,
While other times we can't help but stare in amazement at such imperfectly beautiful things.
I wish I could take it all with me:
The land, the sky, the scent
I never want to face myself again because of where I ventured to before it all.
I find myself high up on a mountain, hearing the memories of the earth as well as the memories my own spherical entities have held and let go, all at the same time.
As I make my way down from the peak to another valley, I realise I do not have enough room to hold such masterpieces..within my frontal lobe or my backseat window.
For I am not alone. I began this journey as a we.
However what I took from it all was specifically mine.
We are united in our separateness.
With each scene passing us by, we notify ourselves change has set in. Maybe not all together outwardly but intermittently internally.
The first cut is the deepest and although we are attuned to what's going on in our outside world, our inner world has already began rebuilding itself without us even acknowledging it.
It may take reading a list of cliches on a mountain for us to  the recognize the small change, but it is there, like an unforeseen star in the night
sky.
Peppy Miller Jan 2014
And on that cold day I saw a rainbow lit by artificial light
inside a ******* box that was more of an octagon then a rectangle
a little cherubim in suspenders drooled all over the color
his spit turned to cement and the colors were stuck in an overlapping pile
I couldn't figure out what it meant as I pressed my head against the cold car window
the only thing I knew was that I was not feeling anything at all
words escaped my trap door
but they would only resignate when someone would react to them
I found the answer  on the return ride home
after a night of sloppily shuffling through a room
where faces melted because of how hard they work
it was a waning crescent smiling back at me in it's mysterious way
I was once again in a ******* box
one with four sides this time
"I would tell you the answer, but I don't know anything"
that's just it then
there is no answer inside these ******* box frames
but there are colors
boy, are there colors
Peppy Miller Jan 2014
A shiny gem lending its sparkling edges to the world
all shall look
some may praise it
others will believe in it
then there are some that will over look it
some that may crush it with their apathetic boots
effect is nothing anticipatory
the rocks all landed where they may
there is not much of a past or future
only the present shine
a reflection of a collection of molecules
an absorption of certain colors
a solid produced by the earth
its just a gem stone, lending it's shine to the world
(or the world lending its shine to the gemstone)
Peppy Miller Dec 2013
Grieving is a word that invokes many thoughts. It is similar to grave, one has dug for themselves or one that another is lowered into. Commence: the place and time of grieving. Along with it there comes a muted gray feeling. Like you cannot breathe in the air because it is ridden with smog and toxins that allow only shallow gasps. It is heavy and it is surrounding. Then comes the catalyst for the action. It is a loss, it is a hole, it is something that once was but now ceases. Then once it has gone, we find ourselves alone with our thoughts again. Can grieving occur over something that has yet to happen? I think it must be something that is done post and not pre. The loss can minuscule or grand, there are spectrums present in just about everything. The loss could be of a personality trait or of running water. It could be the loss of a friendship or loss of land. I had the pleasure of driving through the mountains recently, and I found that the mountains are grieving. There are faces resting in the rock, saddened by the diminishing countryside.  tbc
Peppy Miller Dec 2013
nearer to beauty
genuine waves
sunset like a whole in the sky
so many faces pass you by
coming and going
sinking and swelling
like the crash of the sea on the shore
noise is never telling you why
birds of the land
plants of the bird
a line drawn that is never satisfied going straight
change is always in our fate
the moments we have will fade faster than a thumb nail scratch
but the scab remains a while
reminding of what once was felt
what once remained
split ends tell of how the roots are never recovered given new location
the shadows are always there to prove real
that is the only proof we have sometimes
history sold for half of its face value
even if you heard it
it doesn't make it true
black and white overcomes you
we reach and reach for something higher and higher
the sky is so big and should tell us what we need to hear
but the sky has seen everything and can not be just what we want
it will be what it is and nothing more
we will interpret it how we will
look at the sea as if its never been touched by an oil spill
everything is ours and now we must decide
will we allow it to be us
because it has already allowed us to be it
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