Send a bouquet to my room
Prepare breakfast in bed
A surprise back hug is also great

Tell me I look beautiful
Give me a surprise peck
I’d be delighted with a chocolate bar too

And on my birthday, can i have a big balloon with my name on it?
I’ve never had one
I know I always say I don’t want it but actually, I really do

And when I’m tired, it’d be great if you ask me how am I doing
A shoulder massage perhaps?
It would be greaaaat

Oh I also thought my face changes quite obvious
How come no one knows I’m broken?
With my fake porcelain face, I’m smiling at you, telling you that it’s fine



Is there anything wrong with me
Am I expecting too much
I kept on hoping people to do those things for me
And I never get it
Everyone else can even get 3 at a time
What is wrong with me?
Please tell me if I’m simply not worth it
Maybe if I die only people appreciate me better

Under the umbrella as it rained
At the tip of your wet shoulders
I could feel the slightest tremble
That’s how close we were
At the bus stop as it rained
Your eyes that looked at me
Do you remember?
The stories we shared all night

Rain is falling, again today
A painful rain
Like the day I let you go
Rain is falling, yet again
Preventing me from sleeping

I think I still
I’m still waiting for you
On that rainy night
We were in love
Even until the end
You worried about me
You held me

Rain is falling, again today
A painful rain
Like the day I let you go
Rain is falling, yet again
Preventing me from sleeping

I think I still
I’m still waiting for you
Nothing lasts forever
Is that why we went wrong?
Nothing lasts forever
Is that why we were so happy?

Rain is falling, again today
A painful rain
Like the day I let you go
Rain is falling, yet again
Preventing me from sleeping

I think I still
I’m still waiting for you

remember the time I made your assignment for you
that was an attempt to make you fall for me again
or at least like me (?)


a few days ago
i did something similar to that
i can hear joy in his voice

i am just frustrated why cant you seem to see the effort i put in you before, how desperate i was to get your attention, how pathetic i was, to do all of that and you are still okay
unaffected
its not fair for me
my heart was destroyed

and you're fine