Wanna get back to the place I prayed to escape
Nights and days are all the same
When you're not here
I'm so lost here
I need the damage you do to me

I keep falling
                       falling
                                  falling apart

like an angel in the dark
we're far from the start
our decisions were made a long time ago
where do you go when you don't know where to go?

everything i have to say
has been said before
by smarter, happier, funnier man than i am
but nobody feels it like i feel it now
they don't know how a defeat feels in their skin
they haven't been awake for many nights
alone in this room
wondering where you are

this irrational instinct
that devours me like a beast
left with the lack of the comfort
you used to give me

sinking in the flicker of you hovering in the air
i took you as an inherent part of my soul
forgive me for trying to fill that void
a fly attracted to the fire
begging for a felling  
i was addicted to every dose of you

walking in the dark
consciousness fading
messed signals
unfinished thoughts
life weights upon my shoulder
what is this all about?

your eyes, looking into mine
stairway talks
hanging in the afternoon
something about your smile,
captivated me

summer '19
sun blessing us
as soft as your skin

the TV's green light
washes this room,
playing the same records
'cause I still think about you

you're close but never enough
my hand can almost touch yours
but this could never be us

the subtlety of innocence hangs in the air
we used to dream everytime
'cause everything was still possible

season fever
still and forever

we made promises we can't keep
and maybe that's what growing up is

I wish I'd go back in time
just to make things right
just to hold you tight
but would it worth it?

show me your defects,
i won't walk away
show me your wounds,
i'll heal you
i'll stay through the storm
through the darkest days
i'll be there