this irrational instinct
that devours me like a beast
left with the lack of the comfort
you used to give me

sinking in the flicker of you hovering in the air
i took you as an inherent part of my soul
forgive me for trying to fill that void
a fly attracted to the fire
begging for a felling  
i was addicted to every dose of you

walking in the dark
consciousness fading
messed signals
unfinished thoughts
life weights upon my shoulder
what is this all about?

your eyes, looking into mine
stairway talks
hanging in the afternoon
something about your smile,
captivated me

summer '19
sun blessing us
as soft as your skin

the TV's green light
washes this room,
playing the same records
'cause I still think about you

you're close but never enough
my hand can almost touch yours
but this could never be us

the subtlety of innocence hangs in the air
we used to dream everytime
'cause everything was still possible

season fever
still and forever

we made promises we can't keep
and maybe that's what growing up is

I wish I'd go back in time
just to make things right
just to hold you tight
but would it worth it?

show me your defects,
i won't walk away
show me your wounds,
i'll heal you
i'll stay through the storm
through the darkest days
i'll be there

Begging for a breath of life
Running through your veins
Like water, like flames
This animal spirit of yours
Who just wanna feel alive
Searching for the source of these courses
Looking for your purpose

we play lost and found
your head upon my chest
i hope you're safe and sound

my eyes rolling through your body
searching for your soul
i'm selfish, i know
though you're the one i cherish

there's no doubt of this feeling
the warmth in the air
we can't deny it

running though your veins like a river
i wanna sink in that dream
never wake me up

If once there was fire, today It's just dust
The heartbeat slowed
Our hands got cold
It doesn't make sense anymore
The songs don't sound the same
The movies are just frames
The poems are just words
We're just two strangers in this room