I grieve a mother that's still alive and a bestfriend that died, do I have to grieve you too?

now I'm questioning everything we had since the beginning.

the part of me that keeps trying to find home in a person.

My portion, guard my mouth and my thoughts
Here I am in a dark place
but I know you are my light
with me, always.

I have purpose, no matter how everything hurts or how everything seems so far away
I will not give up because you have proven in my life, time and time again

that when everyone leaves, You are the one that remains.

When was the last time your special someone told you that you're beautiful?

I hope you fall in love with someone
that would never let you cry yourself to sleep
feeling unloved, feeling like a burden

You deserve a love that's certain.

before you told me you loved me, it was already felt just not said
at this point I guess we really had to come to an end

...and as soft and as painful as this is
maybe I just need one last kiss