Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
It's okay. Do everything that relieves you.
Today was tough enough.
And you need a rest.
Cry yourself to sleep.

Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
As today was not so friendly.
As everything is a lie.
As everything is a disappointment.

Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
treat yourself with a glass of beer or two.
When there's nothing more to hold on to,
now learn to let go..

Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
Let all the pain, all the sorrow blown away..

In this lonely Saturday evening,
I want to tell you a story..

I want to tell you about
what will happen to Cinderella if the Prince Charming doesn't find her..
what will happen to Ariel if she doesn't have a courage to be human..
will Belle marry Gaston?
and if there's no true love's kiss, Will Snow White and Aurora sleep till forever?
what if the Prince can't find Rapunzel's tower?
what if Jasmine will never open her heart?
and what will happen if Tiana **** the Prince Frog instead of kissing him?

*What if?

you count day by day,
waiting for your best day,
waiting for your awesome moment.

you don't realise,
that you're actually wasting your time,
you're taking everything for granted..

someday, just someday,
the moment that you think,
will be going on like that, everyday..
it suddenly it stops,
and you miss those days..

and you start counting days,
to wait, when will those days will be repeated..

*and that day,
you realised, you're wasting your life to count days.

breathless
you can even hardly breath,
because of the pain in your chest..
.
.
tears rolling down,
and you start to shake
you can't take this **** anymore..

sore
you feel your chest gonna be exploded,
all you can do is crying..
.
.
you already hit the ceiling,
you're so furious,
and you wanna hit the wall,
with you bare hands
-it doesn't hurt though, *if you compare it with your heart now

He thinks, you will never leave him..
ooh, I beg your pardon, mister..

*she will.. she will..

Don't date a guy who won't make time for you.
Don't date a guy who makes you feel unworthy.
Don't date a guy who can't appreciate your feeling.
Don't date a guy who can't accept you the way you are.
Don't date a guy who makes you insecure every single time.
Don't date a guy who breaks your heart everyday.
Don't date a guy who can't make you feel that you're the only one.
Don't date a guy who makes you wanna **** yourself.
Don't date a guy who makes you drink a beer to stop your tears.
Don't date a guy who is too cocky to say sorry.
Don't date a guy who can't understand your words and your silence.
Don't date a guy who is stupid enough to let you go.
Don't date a guy who is temperamental.
Don't date a guy who can't treat you right.
Don't date a guy who treats you like ****.
Don't date a guy who breaks you apart and can't mend it.
Don't date a guy who doesn't know how to make you happy.
Don't date a guy who doesn't make you feel loved.
Don't date a guy who makes you cry every night.
Don't date a guy who let you sleep in your tears.
Don't date a guy who kills you slowly.
*........

So I put my *** on the bar stool,

"hey! scotch and soda please!"
a moment later, he pass my order,
"thanks!"
He flash a smile, and keep busy with his job.

"you know.. it's been a long week," I start my story,
"I have a lot things to do in school, and him.. OH MY GOD, Him!! I don't understand why he's so rude to me. He doesn't care with my feelings, he doesn't appreciate me at all..."
I sip my scotch a bit.

"...So, about last Saturday, I told him that I missed him, oh yeah! he told me that he missed me too.. but you know, he didn't give me his time to at least talk in the phone. What the ****. I don't need his stupid words tho.."
I sip my scotch a bit.

I look at the barista for a moment,
He looks at me in the middle of mixing the drink,
well I don't care if he doesn't care with my story.
I just need to tell my problem to somebody.

"you know, I'm trying to be a better girlfriend.
I'm trying to stop flirting around or fooling around with other guys,
I'm trying to be more tolerance and ****..
but seems it's all useless.."
I sip my scotch a bit.

He stops mixing the drink,
and now he's wiping the table while looking me in the eye.

"Sometimes I think that he forget how to use his brain.
because every time there's a problem with us, he can't analyse by himself,
he keeps asking the same question. And I'm so tired you know??
I'm so tired explaining the same thing all over again.."
I sip my scotch a bit.

He still looks at me without a word.

"And you know, I wish he looks at his self in the mirror.
It's not me who's messing around. It's him too!!!!
I want him to reflect, how he did to me is really breaking my heart.
I wish he's standing in my shoe, so he knows how much pain I have to endure while I'm bearing with him..
I wish he would ever know.."
I sip my scotch a bit.

and before I open my mouth for another complaints,
he cut my words and say,

**"how much longer will you hold on? why are you still there?"

As I sit in this old log tonight,
in the middle of severe storm,
I feel nothing.
There's nothing could hurt me more than this broken heart.

As I walk into a deep, and cold forest,
in this creepy night,
I feel nothing.
There's nothing could scare me more than the idea of losing you.

As I hold a bottle of beer in my hand,
I slipped by the frozen ground,
I sit.. and I still feel nothing...
...
...
...
...
...

"Cry yourself to sleep,
no one would save you, no one could, and no one may..
it's you who stand up for yourself. Get up, Princess.."

"Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
you know, a little glass of ***** won't hurt you,
get drunk, then sob.."

"Cry yourself to sleep,
from now on, forget about your Prince Charming ;he's lost, or dragon already ate him,
save yourself,Princess.. save yourself.."

"Cry yourself to sleep,
but don't hurt yourself, Princess ;He doesn't deserve your pain, or your blood.."

"Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
but for god's sake, he doesn't care.. so what for?"

I wanna write a love poetry.
A cheesy romantic poems, just for you..

A love story that makes you excited,
makes you envy,
makes you thrilled.

The best romantic story you've ever read,
The best you've ever heard.

A perfect picture of romantic situation,
A flawless moment.

All the sweet moment you've ever wish for,
All the thrilling moment you've ever imagine

A poem that makes you dream,
and smile,
till you fall asleep.

a 'happily ever after' kind of ending.

*...which never exist.

"Cry yourself to sleep, listen to a lullaby,
Sweet dream, Princess; if it's your only escape..
Make it a sweet escape."

"Cry yourself to sleep, let your tear pour
like rain outside your window..
Princess, it's okay to cry, it's okay to feel the pain.."

"Cry yourself to sleep, mend your own broken heart,
give it a chance, endure the pain,
Cry don't make you a crybaby.."

"Cry yourself to sleep, Princess.
Save your smile for tomorrow, No one care how you feel,
Have a big heart.. Smile even if it hurts.."

love bites,
love hurts,
love fools,
love deceives..

love *****,
love disappoints,
love betrays,
love complicates..

love breaks,
love ignores,
love kills,
**love destroys..

Cul De Sac.

If someday we meet
at the end of the road,
and finally we see
that it's a dead end road.
and we can do nothing but stop,
please promise me,
you will break the wall,
or build a bridge,
or open the gate,
or anything else..
so we won't ever stop.

Cul De Sac.

if someday we meet
at the end of the road,
and we finally see
that it's a blind alley.
and we can do nothing but give up,
please promise me,
that we'll strengthen each other,
we'll motivate each other,
we'll love each other,
so we won't ever give up.

*Cul De Sac.

I remembered my first love.
I remember how it feels,
how it tastes,
how it sounds..

so kind,
so naive,
so pure,
so sweet,
so stupid.

I remembered my first heart break.
I remember how it feels,
how it tastes,
how it sounds.

so awful,
so painful,
so nauseous,
so paralysing
so stupid.

however, I've got no regret.
I smile and yeah, whatever

everything happens for a reason.
and I don't want to know the reason why.
*wink

Falling in love with you,
is so easy.
I can fall for you all over again
Everyday.

Falling in love with you,
is so hypnotising.
I'm spelled by your charm.
Every single second.

Falling in love with you,
is so addicted.
I can smile for no reason because of you.
Every night.

Falling in love with you,
is oh-so-fairytale.
it's like, you are the prince,
riding your white horse, and come to me.
Make me fall for you.
Every time.

I am sad and cold.
What should I do?

I am broken and hurt.
What should I do?

I am stupid and despair.
What should I do?

I can't see the light,
I can't see any hope.

Where is the spring?
Where the birds and butterflies fly together happily.
Where the flowers and trees grow up beautifully

Well, maybe it will be a long winter.
with hurricane, and storm.
Well, maybe it will be a long rainy day.
with thunder and lightning.

They promised me a rainbow.
They lied.

Maybe, I'm tired.
Maybe, I don't give a **** anymore with your opinion.
Well, Maybe, We're *******.

I thought, we trust each other,
but 'TRUST' is never that easy.
We both wild and free. We never take things too serious.

I thought, we love each other,
but 'LOVE' is never that simple.
We both young and unexperienced, We don't know much.

I thought, we will last forever,
but 'FOREVER' is a very very long time.
We don't know how to commit with only one person, We are too scared and weak.

Maybe, we are too tired to find the way out.