I'd give up all my happiness
      
            Just
                  To
          See
                    You
Smile

In this world of rage and distraction
What are your thoughts your inner reactions
When you see people living in the streets
And trash at your feet
Do you show your emotions
Across an expansion of oceans
Or keep them bottled up inside
Safely in your soul to hide

Why keep hidden from world's view
When you could make a difference yes just  you
Makes someone's day give them a smile
You could make people happy for even a little while
One small thing could start a chain reaction
In this world filled with rage and distraction

So make your inner thoughts outter
Become a shouter
Express your emotions
To the size of oceans
And maybe just maybe
We can keep the world from going crazy

Outside in the winter
Numbing my everything
To match my frozen heart

I wish I could fall into the pages of book
Mix in between the lines of characters
Explore all the imaginary places
Get lost in the story
Live in the words
A new adventure every page

Spending time with you
Is like the white noise
To the chaos of my life

For you?

Honestly,

      I'm tired of
          Waiting

That face
You make
When you realize
It was all lies

The heart break
You feel
When you find out
From someone else

I want to sleep
But my brains still going
Thought train off the tracks
Rapid racing random

An yet producing nothing

The music
The energy
Makes my heart
Skip a beat

Hands up your sides
Eyes locking eyes
How ya gonna feel
When ya get that

Teeth on your neck
Nails down your back
How ya gonna feel
When ya get that

Tongue in your cheek
Things going deep
How ya gonna feel
When ya get that

When you get that moment

School is ******* out my soul
Taking each abstract thing I love
and forming perfect even shapes
Of normality

I want to be educated
In the beauty and meaning
Of life
Not conformed into a role for society

Good music
Puts me in a trance
As I  absorb it's essence

Seeps into my soul
Sets a a stain
Like a strongly brewed tea

Imprints upon my heart
A constant melody
forever floating through my thoughts

I wanna snuggle
Cuddle up close
Collapse into you
Curl up in your soul

When I'm with you it's like
There's life
Then there's us
And I forget everything
And it's like
Wow

You understand my soul
I wanna be close to you

You understand my soul
You inspire me

You understand my soul
I want to make you smile

You understand my soul
And you've stolen a piece of my heart

What's wrong with my brain
I am going insane
Mentally deranged

That moment
The calm before the storm
Before the sky splits open
And pours out everything it has
Connecting heaven and earth
And we just call it rain

For all the things we create
We forget how easily
Things are broken

I saw some one
Who looked like you
The other day
My heart stopped
Wrong place
Wrong time
It wasn't you
And I'm moving on

Where do you hide
When the demons are inside
Your mind your heart your soul
There is no where to hide
When the demons are inside

Familiar faces
Unknown names
Different people
Similar features
I don't know them
I don't know
if I care

Its quiet when your
Alone
Silent thoughts
Race through
My head
Screaming
Yelling
Laughing crying
Silent thoughts
To every one
But me

Hold me close
Block out the world
So I can wonder around
Get lost in your soul

A little bit of bitter
A whole lot of sweet
A powder
They call creamer
I don't drink black coffee
It tastes like death

Going to sleep
An awkward dance
With my partners
bed and pillow
but when we work together
slip into rhythm
the applause
is endless

You can smell it
Can't you
Slowly rolling in
Across the land
Following the clouds
Just before it rains
You can smell it
Can't you

I know you're there
Taunting me
Just out of reach
Sneaking up close
Then dashing away
Making me
Want you more
Sleep
Why must you
Elude me

Our words are magic
26 letters
And our creativity
Endless possibilities
Casting spells
With our stories
Bringing up
Forgotten emotions

Do you ever lay in bed
And ponder your
Existence

You have to ***
And your stomach
Is rumbling
Yet you stay on your
On your island
Of solitude

Check the clock
You should have
Gotten up
Hours ago

Face the day
Or at least
Whats left of it

A burning mass
Of bi polar
Energy
Ups and downs
And all
Arounds
It's who
I am
Deal with it

be like
colors
     swirling
             changing
  constantly
        creating

be like
colors
     swirling
             changing
  constantly
        creating

Just passing through

          Unseen by wondering eyes

Just passing through

          In the
    Negative spaces

Just passing through

Unnoticed
Invisible
Negative
Space

just
      passing
                     by

A hug

        A kiss

                A touch

                       Conformed to your figure
                            One simple shape
      
                          How I long for your embrace

                                           A touch

                     A kiss
A hug

Consumed by your soul
Safe in your arms

Your hug
your kiss
your touch

Drip
    Drop
           Drizzle

Subtle music

Smartphone
        Games

Peaceful
night

Subway
       Sub city
              Sub lifestyle
Always staring

down

Never looking
       Around
Ignoring people

Around you

Avoid eye contact
     stare
at the floor

      Subway
             Sub city
                     Sub lifestyle