How I wish

                To feel

Your smile
          
           Shining

Into my

     soul

in that hour
between day and night
mystery hour
of filmy blue light
blurred lines
and shadowed faces
magical signs
dusk

sometimes I wear hats
to keep all my thoughts
in my head
sometimes
I wear hats
to keep
ideas in my
brain
sometimes
I wear hats
to keep my words
stored away
sometimes
I wear hats
cause my hair looks bad

Insane in the membrane
bran damage
pays homage
to the 21st century
IQs of the next
generation
at all time lows
for the nation
creation levels are dropping
doesn't take much
to be the new sensation
use your imagination
lets go get high
the words we live by
Looking for a reaction
Pursuing our own satisfaction

you are my happiness
my other half
the end of my sentence
part of my soul
my heart
my being
always in the back of my mind
a comfort thought
always there
a peaceful place
of safety
I love you forever
don't ever forget
you are my happiness

you are my happiness
my other half
the end of my sentence
part of my soul
my heart
my being
always in the back of my mind
a comfort thought
always there
a peaceful place
of safety
I love you forever
don't ever forget
you are my happiness

Life is a puzzle
through out the years
we build upon it
click into place
lose a few pieces
but create
a beautiful picture
full of stories

I wish for more hours
in the day
the week
the month
the year

yet so many more hours
are
wasted

what am I doing with my life

sitting around

wasting away

what am I doing

wasting time

what is my life

what am I doing

love is magical
once you love someone
you never love the same again
once somebody loves you
they never love anyone
the same
its magical

My demons come
in the middle of the night
they claw at my back
tear at my skin

My demons come
in the middle of the night
slip through my ears
mix with my thoughts

My demons come
in the middle of the night
violate my emotions
poison my veins

My demons come
in the middle of then night
and soon
they just might win

can I just melt away
flow around the world
disappear into the earth
become one with the universe

I miss you
back then
life was good
you were mine
we were happy
now its drinks
and getting blazed
where'd that sweetheart go
who looked at me and said I love you
without a word
I miss you
the you
you used to be

my love
i miss you
so much
i can not express it in words
i miss our giggles
and coffee dates
and nonlebian/lesbian hand holding
our loudness
our singing a
and awesome dancing
i miss taking pictures
and smiling
our moments of stupidity
i miss all of your wonderfulness
with love

I really need
to not
procrastinate
as much
as
I do

were all blazin
world is hazin
waiting for the media to change our minds
wait a second lets rewind
they say its freedom of speech
but its only free if you practice what you preach
so you can say what you say
and we'll turn the other cheek
but if you make a fuss and commotion
cause waves in the ocean
we'll stop your devotion
put your world out of motion
so stick with the majority
don't question our authority
we're all fighting for peace
but peace is not a victory
we should know from our history
see past our differences
and gain back our innocence
sharing is caring
but if we don't care
then what do we share
freedom of religion
should be the final decision
we all practice in peace
putting our minds at ease

golden lips to kiss
soft and sweet
impossibly unique
saving that first kiss
for you