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I try to remember that everything happens for a reason
But my problem is that I exhaust myself trying to figure out what that reason is
Maybe I was a little too drunk
To see that you were there all along
Waiting to be with a sober me
Maybe I was a little too high
To see that you were there to catch me
Every time I fell into the comedown.
Maybe I was in a little too much pain
To see that you had your own
And it was excruciating
Maybe I was a little too clingy
To see that you had your own needs
That were never met
Maybe I was the force
That pushed you away.
Through the nights
of alchemy
and the religion
of your touch
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

Through the eyes of those who seek
for fame or infamy
that climb the ladder
for trust and security
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

Through the rustling of leaves
that heralds your approach
and the sun that turns
its gold to the storm
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

Through the haze of city lights
that silence the moon and stars
and the sleep of the streets
abandoned by foot and car
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

Through the vast abandon
of the pleasure dens and bars
that sell relief and ecstacy
to the dusted and the ******
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

Through the *** of angels
that call forgiveness after saints
Through the empty street
which shares your name
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

Through the passing of time
to the breadth of now,
and the passing of the babe
from mother to sow
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

Through the sacred and profane
and the knife of your beauty
upon this honest name
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

Through the slavery of man
and the freedom of nations
I found myself perverted
I found myself free.

I found myself.
We are only human
We make mistakes

However, we were not a mistake
We were meant to happen

But never meant to be
The other one
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