this is killing me this is killing me this is killing me
barricaDEAD
trapped between
four walls

I can't feel a thing besides
loneliness
im such a leech
i deserve this

going back to the army tomorrow
all i feel, thinking about that
is sorrow

confusion
fusion
focus
my hemispheres
my mind
cannot
anymore

please stop this
please
im on my knees

LAPIDATE YOUR INSULTS AT ME
CAN'T YOU SEE
I'M DROWNING

a death of a thousand cuts
thousands of words
ripping my flesh apart

"What is thy name?"
"My name is Legion: for we are many."

We are in this together
this is for the hearts still beating
passion, devotion, loving
struggling against the same life we're fearing
we're in this together
looking out for each other
they say all we love we leave behind
life is not each to his own, or so I'd like to think
I always keep my friends in mind
it's our time to shine.

Carve your love
all over my skin
carve your love
blood on my skin

hate me
hate me
hate me

“Naked I came from my mother’s womb,
    and naked I will depart.
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away;
    may the name of the Lord be praised.”

No
no way
this can't be happening
how could it be
why
why did you die
how could you
leave us alone
a feast to the lions
a feast to the devil
you disgusting creature
and you call yourself a man?
you're not even a human being
just a piece of rotting shame with two legs

a feast to the lions
a feast to the devil

A room of my own
A new kind of sanctuary
A new kind of loneliness
An old memory of a shattered childhood

Abandoned feelings in the past
Black out

down there
down there
sights from above
sights from above

they seem tall
they seem strong
and the frail little child that I am
frusturation

Orange and red
could be
a nice mix up
i think
it should be

down there
sights from above
I'll look at them with inspiration
and a lot of love

My eyes sewn shut
I just can't handle this anymore
I'm so sorry, there is no purpose
to live for.

A mouth is screaming
everyone is hearing
no one is listening
the lights are on but
no one is in the house

we live for
we sacrifice for
we suffer for
we die for
what?