if the EXPECTATION would carry me
and emerges in the same
thoughts and memories
within it'll, echoes of cries and screams
this pathetic heard to me,
burden on head..and mind on concieve
yet it unfamilar to me
into the starry eyed, the one i'm loving with no worries
despite the only thing i'd heard, as usual! don't know i'll see
though everything is here, what it ment to be
somehow do we need to feel or do despise
i don't wanna stay in it.
i couldn't betray nor do regret to my cause after this.
in reality wouldn't we hope instead.