Hey little girl who made me cry,
How are you, are you doing fine?
Has it been fourteen years since then,
Oh how much time has it been.

Hey little girl who made me cry,
Do you still remember those blazing times?
When you pulled my hair and spilled my drink,
Until now, I still don't know why.

To the little girl who was happy when,
She found me near my breaking point,
Are you happy now, where you are?
Shall I wish you then, from a wishing star?

To the little girl who never smiled,
How are you, from all these times?
You said the world was better off without me,
I wish you'd come back now, and see me.

To the little girl who moved away,
Fourteen years, has it been?
To the little girl who has not made,
a single friend, a single dream.

To the little girl who was unloved by many,
Have you found your heart already?
I hope you did, for I think I know now,
Why you had to push me off the ground.

I thank you for all the words you said,
At least I fought and became who I am.
I thank you but please don't let,
Others suffer what you did to me.

Hey little girl who made me cry,
I think you did not know the reason why,
You have to be alone in this lonesome world,
Why you have to be a little girl.

Hey little girl who made me cry,
All these years, you're still on my mind.
Wherever you are, I wish you well.
I hope you stayed true, to what your heart felt.

To the little girl who made me cry,
I'm done with all these bitterness,
But if you were sad, you should have told me why,
And maybe, you found a friend instead.

The world is fast, and I am drifted
to the flow  to where it wants me to go
Where I lose myself in what it has to offer
Where I lose myself to what I have to do
But I should know better.
Amidst the chaos
surrounding myself and my thoughts
I steal the hands of time
and ponder.
I realize the world is big.
I realize the world is sad.
I am but a particle
in this world of sands.
The world gives, and I take.
There seems to be endless things to do.
Until now, I never understood.
And now I'm suspended in this make-believe world
without time,
I ask myself,
Then what?

Then what?
I always dreamed.
And I dreamed for who I wanted to become.
What I wanted to do.
But never in my life,
Have I been lost in the woods.
I dreamed of reaching the sun
But the pavement I would always follow
And lost I have finally seen
the trek of tomorrow.

And if I finally feel the burning rays
I have been once again cursed.
"Then what?", my soul questions
And I found no answer.
I was molded by the hands of the world
who gave me what I needed to do
But sometimes, I have to break free
And think what I really want to.

How important is reaching the sun?
Of course it is everything to me,
but I realize the world is big.
I realize the world is sad.
And it is not just about me.
How important is reaching the sun?
I ask myself once again,
And I found my purpose of trekking the trails
I shared the sun to the populace.

And when I did, I understood,
the world is big, as it is beautiful.
The sun I thought was mine alone,
is much more meaningful with everyone else.

Then what?

I guess I shall never be free,
of the question that follows my every lead.
But instead I think of this as a challenge,
than a curse I need to unfollow.

I returned the hands of time and seconds ticked,
too many things to do
too many goals to reach
But in the end we're still
particles in the sand.
The Then What Curse,
is a Then What Challenge
And the key to winning
is to give your goals meaning.

The world is fast as it is big,
The world is sad, and in dire need.
A meaningful goal is to share our blessings;

Then what?

It is going to be a long, long ride

Then what?

It is going to be very confusing.

Then what?






It is a mystery.

You close your eyes and let the tears
Say the words you cannot say;
You breathe the air and feel the breeze
And let the wind wash them away.
You said you brought upon yourself,
the scorching pain you cannot heal;
You said he broke the heart in you,
And he never knew that still.
You said you weren't thin enough
You weren't beautiful enough
For him to like you
But it's not good enough.
You leash upon yourself
the unknown why's only he can reply;
And every waking hour held
the memory of your every time.
But don't tell that you're not enough
because he didn't love you.
He just didn't have the eyes,
to see the beauty in you.
One will come along
who'd see you for you
And when he walks to you,
you'd forget the pain the other one gave you.
But for now, just close your eyes,
And let the tears say the pain,
But don't forget to open them,
And move forward to your way.
You have to let your grasp go
And feel no regret,
Look to the beauty of tomorrow,
And leave the glow of the sunset.

Everywhere I look, I see love.
Everyone with hands held intertwined;
with eyes shining in twinkling light;
with hearts beating as one.
Everywhere I look, I see love.
Everyone with their brightest smiles;
with their magic touch;
with their look of love.
I somewhat feel so alone.
Treading my life on my own.
Alone.
Wishing for a love I can also have.
The fourteenth is fast approaching.
And this is my nineteenth year without.
But I am not going to complain.
But what's different this year,
is that I have you in my heart.
But I think you don't feel it,
And you still don't see it.
And maybe I'm at fault,
'Cause I am afraid to tell;
I want to tell it all,
But I'm afraid I'll lose you.
This year I'm going to wish
Not for a love due to them
Not for a love because I'm alone
Not for a love I'll someday lose.
This year I'm going to wish
That for just a second you'd think of me
Just a second you'd realize,
Just a second, you'd feel.
I'm still treading that path alone,
But I will not complain;
You are the love I will yet obtain,
And for you, I'm willing to wait.

I love you.
But as long as I don't take the risk
There will be nothing special.
But I treasure the friendship
we have right now
and this feeling that I want to suppress
keeps on growing somehow.
I tell myself to forget you.
And for once I did.
But one glimpse
One smile
Those heart-wrenching eyes
took me back to square one.
I love you.
But as long as I don't do anything
There will be nothing.
I treasure the something we have right now
And I don't want to lose you somehow
and be forever gone.
I love you.
But as long as I'm writing this poem
My feelings just take control
And I spill my heart into the pages.
I wake up every morning
thinking maybe I can see you
And I go back every evening,
thinking tomorrow maybe I would.
I want to ask you.
Do I have the chance?
Do I somehow have that spot in your heart?
Or am I just another girl?
This is unfair.
I keep on thinking of you.
But do you think about me too?
I keep on loving you.
But do you love me as much as I do?
I love you.
But as long as I keep pretending
As long as I fear the unknown
As long as you don't understand
You would never ever know.




Someday,
I'll tell you someday.
But for now,
This is just gonna be another day.

How can I unlove you?
Shall I unsee the luminescent smile you make?
Shall I unfeel the heavy breaths I take?
Shall I undraw your image inside my head?
Shall I unhold our memories instead?
Shall I unwrite the song I made for you?
Shall I untell my heart to stop beating too?
Shall I uncling to my tiny sliver of forever?
Shall I undream of what we can become together?
Shall I unremember the light on your face?
Shall I unrecall my saving grace?
Shall I ungrasp this love I know true,
But the question is...

Is it possible to unlove you?

I'm here.
                                                                                                                                                         You're there.
I daydream.
                                                                                                                                                  You don't see me.
My world is in fiction.  
                                                                                                                        Your world does not include me.
                        I pass by the busy halls.
                                                                                  You pass by the busy halls.
                                                                    I walk.
                                                                    You walk.
                                                                                        I walk.
                                                    You walk.
                                                                                        I know I passed by you.
                                 I'm just a random face.
                                                                                                I stop.
            You still walk.
                                                                                                I glanced over and saw your retreating back.
You disappear.
u disappear.
disappear.
ppear.
ar.
r.

                                                                                                   I sigh and walk on.
                                                                                                   I replay it in my head.
                                                                                                   Just a glance is enough.
                                                                                                   I know I cannot wish for more.

      The time passes.
                                  The time passes.
                                                               The time passes.
                                                                                             The time passes.
                                                                                                                          The time passes.
You savor the victory of your team.
                                                                                                   I savor the victory of seeing you smile.
It's a golden path you have to take,
                                                                                                   And I'm still wishing you're mine.
                                                           The year is about to end.
You're still there.
                                                                                                                                                        I'm still here.
You still make my heart beat.
                                                                                                                                 I'm still stuck waiting here.
                                                     It has been so many years since then,
                                                                                                                                 I saw you again.
                               &nb