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It happened to be a Frontier of deception
cowards in fear with no visual perception
Tender feet blister from the miles they run
Enlightenment was needed, we lost the meaning of fun
Struggle was a word that become a wish in our heads
For what We were going through ripped our courage to shreds
A weeping song vibrated at night
To carry my brother to the never ending light
Forsaken children taken from the ones that they loved
Family's driven through madness, here his life had been shoved
Down a drain where one should take there last breath
So there for Inception was the misconception before my best friends unmeaningful death
Distinguished Demons lay beneath my feet even though the angles sleep apon my shoulders.  To run away and hide, to do bad things knowing people need me, these things I will never do.  My mother watches over me, I can tell she keeps me safe.  Times like these I wish she would look else where. Forgive me mother  for the things I do, forgive me mother for the pain I brought you. Honestly I pray to keep the peace but at this moment I wish to bring pain on anyone that sees me. You have no clue what it's like, you have no idea what it's like to feel empty, cold or alone, to know your so in love with someone but can't look into their eyes. You preach about endless Denial saying there's no one that would treat me right!? The things I wish I could say to you with out making you feel the need to take your life!  You know nothing on life you say you do but you are blind.  Take a walk through my shoes and you might understand life can't be such a delight. You can argue and say you were so cool and I had it all! What you don't see is where I came from and what I had to do to get where I am now. Growing wasn't all that easy for me. Could you Imagine no presents under the tree? Could you? Have someone you love steal from you just so they could hurt them selves. Would you let them? Being the one in the class not invited on the trip *** they think your just a little to weird. Would you be upset? I can tell you I know what not to expect! I know I would never allow it to happen again! And the answer is yes I cried every night alone knowing no one thought to even invite me. These things I have Experinced! I know what it's like at the bottom of the totem pole. The difference between me and you is I don't complain about the things that are a problem, I take them and make myself stronger knowing that one day things will get better. Stop loathing on your miscumseptoons *** life won't ever be handed to you! I thank my mother for that.
You think I'm a puppy I'll bring you the wolves
This ain't not simple game of chess I don't play like no fool
You jump in, I Bite back your like a chew toy
Try and stop the game my fist you'll enjoy
Cracking temptations force my thoughts true
Endless maintaining drowns my body blue
My heart chambered, a caliber I used to call love
Though that round had been shot at something as small as a dove
I dislike the word hate for the meaning it holds
I hate the word love for the misery it could unfold
Speaking is something simple that we all can do
All though lately the words I try to speak I can't Subdue
Please someone I need help my life is in shambles
Four years being thousands of miles away just on a gamble
The city I was born in it holds an everlasting fire
I wish for nothing more than to be home again, that is all I desire
These dreams can be loud, they’re screaming in my ear
Telling me to go home to embrace the ones that I hold dear
With all that has been said it seems that You could say I hate what I do
But protecting the ones that I love is something I will never undo
A Broken mind, a rhythm less rhyme, yo look at the time.
My mind is ticking with forgiveness so I’ll show you the pride that livid inside the body that I used to call mine.
Now it's weathered, bitter and it's gonna take some time
To bring it back the feeling of a smile the now so can't you be kind, kiss me on the lips  and take a little walk though my mind.
I know your wishing to do the things you once were itching.
Some words of wisdom would help you body stop the itching.
This chair of lies declines, your track of life.
Overflows the light, and withstanding might.
Stepping stones they broke into small sheets of ice.
Drenched and cold the frost bite will take your life.
Magic making the fancy wound is the tool for taking.
Your head is flaking mistakes that you had started making.
(You cry)
Princess princess please don't take away my wound.
You stupid full ill drowned you in a 6 foot pound.
And I'll count the bubbles as they begin to surface.
With my endurance Insurgence they won't need insurance.
So take a minute to sit down and grab some courage.
Your gonna need it the fenex is coming out of storage. 
To burn to ash the cowards and all the Allen Howard's 
Copenhagen I ran again in a grizzly pouch.
It was plenty so many who was the one keeping count.
Distinguished persons your yuppies just using daddy's checks 
Your dicusting just buying things with no intent. 
Plant water a Yankee Candle is a perfect date
Perfect smile pretty eyes is a perfect trait.. Wait
Whistling speeds my mind seems so clear
A dream with a beat echoing throughout my ears
My bones are dense yet my skin has been tattered
speak another word to me and expect ones heart to be shattered
To come and to go seems to be a reasonable thing
So leave your child alone and watch their life start crumbling

— The End —