"Wake up."

Tingle up my spine
Evil travels windy lines
Along my back and
Front alike—

Hand reaches to my
Neck, takes the breath I
Shed shakily from
Rigid lips.

My head is pounding
Each beat sounding
through my Bones in
Echoes.

Vision fractured
Cant see past my
Fingertips, the world
is Tipping like a
Ship, back and forth
I'm losing grip—

Smooth* like chocolate
Your taste on my lips
—I can't resist it.

Pull the tip of my cap down
Covers my face, it is my crown:
Turns me unseen to those around,
The shadow covers up my frown.

My pale face may peek out too;
Even then, I'm still see through.
Forgotten when in the classroom,
Passed in the hallways by you.

Occasionally, I ponder leaving
All this behind, will there be grieving?
Or will I just remain unseen
And become an invisible memory?

basking in blankets
of warmth;
the heat from my high
boils beneath my bare
skin, within my soul,
soothing miffed winds.

i fold
surrender to it,
embrace its exothermic
reaction.

In your eyes
the way you
hate
who I've become

(I can see it)

In your lies
the face you
make
when I'm around

(I can see it)

In your words
Your sour tone
shakes
my once sound
peace of mind.

The beat booms
Echoing through
My heart and ears
Just like the cheers
And off-harmony
Singers who are
Brought to tears
By the music you
Share with them,
Anonymous short-
term friends.