I spiked my heart with bleach to mask the things you left
Drank a gallon of gasoline after I overslept
Drinking the ink from a pen does not justify poetry
Even if I hate you, you're not a ** to me

I ran my car off the bridge to see if the ice would break
Put tattoos all over my skin to possibly still the shakes
I cannot stop the world from burning, it's only a matter of time
In my soul my spirit is stirring, part, wearing down my prime

Plastered in her poetry
Consumed by his sins
All she wants is to be loved
All I needed was a friend
Droplets of envy for those that I loved
I concentrate on success while she gets ****** up
Daddy's little angel likes the thought of revenge
Her dagger to my throat as the story begins
The movements are slow in the book she writes
and on every single page, it is I who die
Deformed in my heart
Drained from her pains
I wrote you a song
It got caught in the flames
Chances dance with the final scene
Some call it ******
She calls it a dream

After showing her love, I painted her heart black and told it to let me go
I do this from town to town
Don't think I will ever find a home
I set a standard of the love they deserve forever
Preserved in there hearts, no choice, tethered
For so long now my heart has given up
Sparing what energy it has to love **** ups
I dance with there darkness until we see the light
Then I leave a piece of my heart to begin the fight
Is this wrong? Some may think.
But ask her about how much she use to drink
or the pills that slurred her speech
or the cuts that no longer bleed
I love them for they can love themselves
To know what they deserve
Something greater then wealth
There's no last laugh on a curtainless stage
For certainty is unknown on this journey we page

Softly spoken tragic portrait takes the long way home
Stumbling past beauty's ash and a spirit that walks alone
I found hell carved in a shell, day dreaming of ending it all
Under her spell so many fell and so many are bound to fall
Softly spoken lies paint the night bright, and I can no longer sleep
Words of wisdom don't mean **** as  her beauty killed the beast
Along a path cover in trash the greatest gift may arise
OR possibly an angel  who's come to mangle your green eyes
Intact with madness, her sadness breaks my heart
In a world so beautiful, our brains can tear us apart

Here's your ticket
Bring your friends
Everyones invited
Begins at 10
Laughters free
Bring your own *****
No need to drive home
We welcome the snooze

Here's yours keys
The road is yours
Drive all night
Mysterious shores
Open doors
Navigation
Take this chance
It's your vacation

The pain doesn't solely reside on the unloved
It bears burden to those who cannot love as well
To be on the other side feels sickening
To no want to break but having to crush
is killing me
Never will I treed lightly on love again
It ***** you to far in
Waiting for this to end
My dear, I hope we can still be friends..

Depletions around the corner and I am chasing the better of time
Wasting wasn't worth it and I am bleeding my truth into rhyme
Frantic's  fueled with forgery for never forgiving the pains of the past
Diamonds are forever, but as humans we carry, then crash  

Weights tied to your mind are sinking you drip
Shaped worse with time and competing in skits
Like a tattoo inside you to confine though thick and thin
I'm afraid it stays forever from the beginning to the end