Proud of myself for the little things
It made me smile
Made me happy
Made me feel high on joy
I won a battle today
I got rid of another part of it
Finally happy with myself
I didn't win the war
But this battle didn't need a tiebreaker

I'm thinking that I like you a lot, but its kinda weird.
Do you like me or not, I thought it was kinda clear you did?
But they way you treat me doesn't make me feel so sure.
I'm predicting that I never have deep feelings for you
I'm afraid of getting hurt, of being embarrassed.
I think I'll tell you that when I see whats going on.
It's only been awhile, it's okay.
Calm down, Kathleen.

Girl, you've got ****** hips.
Girl, you've got scarred wrists.

We've gotta fix this ******* mix.
Find a way to not, and "cut" that ****

No "please stop"s or watery eyes.
Only "Be strong" and "You can do this".

That isn't the way to be happy, ***.
You know that this is only dumb.

If you think you can't do this, all you have to do is try.
I won't stop loving you if you don't succeed the first time.

I'll hold your hand walking there, and nudge you in the right direction.
Let you go from there.

You might think you need me, but I know you can do this on your own.
And if you want help, I'll help you.

You're strong, you're brave.
You're everything you are, and you're more than you think.

I'll rip you out of the ground every time I see you grow.
Put you in some water in my room, deprive you of sun.
Steal your beauty away from the world, and eject you into my world.
I'll make you mine, if only for awhile.
Again and again I rip you up, to take as my own.
I hate myself, oh, how I hate myself.
Please, flower make me feel better.
I know you want to, I just need to be loved, by you.
I don't love you, you just brighten up my day.
Flower **** me now, smother me in your scent.
Wrap your roots around my neck, I deserve it.
I never loved you, flower.
Flower, die.

My heart catches in my chest, and I feel it ache for you.
I stare in bliss at you, and it feels like things have stopped.
My stomach jumps up to my throat, and I cannot breathe.

You still take my breath away, even after you cut your hair.
You still take my breath away, even if you wiped your mask of makeup away.

Even though I've never seen you in a more intimate way than sitting next to me, you take my breath away.
And no word, or sentence could describe how I feel for you.

I have no idea what is so amazing about you, but I know you can't see it.
That's really something shame, because the way I feel for you just feels so ******* right.
I know you think you're crazy, and I know you think you're lost and terrible.
God ******* ****** I will help you find yourself.
Please, just listen to me..