I just wanna make you laugh
I wanna see that smile

I want love
I want you
I want us
I want me
I want peace

Do you still feel the way you did six months ago?
Do you still feel the love I cherish for you and no one else?
Do you ever wanna leave?
Do you ever think of anyone else?
Is she better?
Do you trust me?
Are we just in it because we are scared we are no good?
Are you still happy with me?
Could I change anything?
What is this now?
Do you still love me?

Why do you give me this feeling
The feeling of me wanting you back
Even when you cut my heart open
You showed me you didn't care
That you'll never want anything to do with me
Your cold, cruel hands choked me
But I still stuck around
I didn't care what your crazy mind did to my feelings
I still stuck around
Even when we were no more
I still don't know why
But I did
I loved you
I'm not sure what I feel for you now
All I know is that you'll always have a place in my heart
You where there for me
You hurt me
You loved me
Maybe still do
Not sure
Still not clear to me
You don't tell me much
You were my first in may things
You were my first boyfriend
For a long time
Even though we were young and didn't know what love was
We were together
Love is a passion between two people
Love is being happy with one another
Love is being able to tell them anything you want
Love is bring afraid of losing your partner
I'm afraid
I wanna know you forever
Maybe not be together
Your warm hands come back
They love and carry me
They were always there when I needed them
A hand to hold
A body attached
To cuddle with
To be with

I still have feeling, I know
I'm mostly sure
But I must move on
I have somone now
Who shows and tells his passion for me everyday
But you
I hate you with a passion yet love you till eternity

Sometimes I want to tell you to stop talking to me.  Forget about the past.
Forget what we were and what we said to each other.
Forget all of what happened between us mostly because I don't think I'm good enough.
I don't think that I'm capable of being what you want in a girl.
It hurts me and it kills me to know that you had way better girlfriends,
even when you tell me that you've never met a girl like me.
Every guy tells me that.
I never believed them.
I never have, never will.
I don't know why you still talk to me.
I don't know how you do it sometimes.
We have horrible fights.
Sometimes I just want to cry my eyes out like now. Sometimes I want to slap you to help you realize that I'm not the right one for you.
I hate when we fight, it's the worst feeling ever.
My soul dies,
my heart just breaks,
my eyes get watery,
tears start to fall,
maybe too many,
my nose gets runny and I get scared.
I don't know what to do anymore but hopefully a  change will come and it will be a good change.
I will finally love myself but maybe not.
Maybe you'll love me enough for the both of us.
But... I love you.

You make me feel like no one else can.
Every time I'm with you I just want to freeze time so I can spend how ever long I want with you.
Only you.
I never wanna leave your side.
Your the best thing that has happen to me.
After all my heart breaking relationships.
You make up for it.
They don't matter.
Its just you and me now.
I can say so many great things about you but I don't think there will ever be enough space or enough paper.
You drive me crazy.
To the moon and back.
I care about you so much.
As much As you or even more.
Even when we have our stupid fights.
Or serious ones.
At the end of the day we are still happy together. Not together as a couple.
But together that were are unbreakable.
Its been now one year, three weeks, and two days. I wouldn't wanna spend it with anyone else. You are my love, my one and only.
Also my other half.
Your mine.

I hate you.
So ******* much.
Why do you make me feel the way I do know.
I'm so sick and tierd of your ****.
But yet I want you back so bad.
Why?
Get out of my life.
Please.
I'm done with you.
Why are you doing this to me.
The pain I have in my heart is un-fixable.
Unreal.
I get chills.
I get a warm feeling in my heart.
I get the warmth of which was our love.
Sure enough nothing was there.
Get out of my life.
It already kills me when I see you.
Five days out of a week.
I have someone now.
Your the old.
He's the new.
He's the now and the future. Your my past.
My ugly, hideous past.
The cold past.
So let me be here.
With my one and only.
My other half.
Just please leave my life already.
Get out.

Some day I just cant help
but fight with you.
Even though its bad.
I just feel happy when I do.
Not a good type of happy
but the happy relieve type.
I get everything out.
Everything I have to tell you.
But sometimes it hurts.
In my heart.
When you tell me those things
I dont wanna hear.
I just wanna cry.
But its not so offten you do.
Its mosty just me.
I dont know what it is.
I just get so annoyed or something
and I make things 100 times worse.
I just wanna yell at you.
But also you should know I dont mean it.
Im crazy for you so
dont take so many things close to heart.