I'm sorry.
This is all my fault.
I led you on.
I made "us" stronger.
Then broke it.
I cared so much,
but yet did so little.
I didn't tell you.
I couldn't bare.
I knew you would be crush
so I didn't say a peep.
But in the end I was the one
hurt as hell.
I left you.
For a day.
I couldn't.
I couldn't let the ex
**** me.
Win my battles.
I wouldn't let him control
my life.
No matter how much he acts like he cares.
He has no heart
compare to yours.
Yes I may still have a small piece
that cares for him.
But I miss the memories.
Not him.
I miss you.
My now.
I don't care for the ex.
The past.
My future is you.
I wont let anyone get in the way.
I sorry.
But I'm still not ready for anything serious.
But yes your still my future.
Like you said you know we will last for a long time.
So see you then.

Your lips are bliss.
I just can't help but want to
kiss you.
Every moment with you is amazing.
But those lips.
I just can't get over.
They get my attention.
Its like they calls
my name.
When our lips meet,
Its nice.
Makes me fell wanted.
Makes me fell like you'll always
be there for me.
Like you'll never leave my side.
Not even a little,
nor for long.
You have this beautiful passion.
That's no one I've met has.
Your amazing.
I crave you
and your kisses.

Tell me why
when I saw you yesterday
I didn't care.
I didn't care I was late.
To see you.
I just cared that you
walked away.
I know I was late.
But not that late.
It ****** how you
didn't turn back.
Even with my hard, cold,
foot steps.
The leaves crunching
between my feet.
Tell my why
didn't you
Turn around.
So I could just see
your beautiful smile.
Those eyes that fill my joy.
I had to run.
Run for you.
Even when my friends were
behind me
calling me.
But not by my name.
You still walked.
Tell me why.
Finally caught up.
I walked next to
a handsome young guy.
You.
I couldn't help but smile.
You gave me a smile.
You grabbed me by the hand.
I got crazy butterflies.
That's all you could do.
You were on a call.
But tell me why
I didn't care to follow you.
Look like a stalker upon my friends.
My guy friends.
I was just happy to have you
next to me again.
For the first in a long time.
Tell me why
I wouldn't mind chasing you again.

No words can describe my feelings for you.
You know how to make me happy.
Put a smile on my face.
I don't know what it is.
Something about you is just so
addicting.
Is it your smile that melts me.
Your nose that fits perfectly next to mine,
as you plant a kiss upon my lips.
The wonderful kisses you give me,
randomly, passionately, but delightful.
Your perfect eyes that just look into mine.
The way they look when I catch you
staring at me.
You say so many word
in silents.
Could it be my heart
pounding rapidly
every time I see you.
Or is it your cute bear hugs
I just cant get over.
Squeezing you tightly is just amazing.
Having you by my side,
feels like heaven on earth.
Your personality is on the dot.
No word can describe my feeling for you.
You know how to make me happy.
Put a smile on my face.
I don't know what it is.
Something about you is just so
addicting.

You cant just assume things.
You have to know
you can control yourself
to ask.
Don't think I don't want you
as much.
I'm crazy
for you.
You need to understand.
Don't be stupid.
I like how you get jealous
but you take it past that sometimes.
There is no one else,
out there the're no guy I care about
as much as I do for you.
No one gives me those feelings
that you do.
I get mad butterflies sometimes.
You'r my only.
I care to much
to let you go.
Not know.
Its too soon.
If you expect something from me
I expect 100% back.
Your mine.
Not exclusively,
but you always call me yours.
That you don't wanna
share me.
I get it.
I don't wanna share you.
So Its only you and I,
against the world.
Fight after fight.
Will get threw it all.
I cant let you go.
Not now.
Its too soon.
Its only you and me.
For a good long time.

Every time we talk
I just feel so grateful.
You'd make me feel again.
Ater all the damage
the ******* have done to me.
The broken pieces
of my heart all over the floor.
Looking like dust.
The slits on my wrist.
You were the one and only
guy who would cure me.
Picked up every single little tiny piece
of my heart.
Kissed the slits
on my wrist.
Without you I don't know
where I could be.
With all the swallowed pills
in my system.
You made me stop.
You did.
No one else.
You thought me how to
live again.
The safe
exciting
wonderful
loving way.
Gosh without you
I could be dead.
So thanks babe.
You gave me a second chance to life.
A beautiful one.
A life I woudnt mind
living or loving you
forever.