I'm in a state of confusion.
It's a heartrended sight.
My mind is nomadic.

I want to reinforce my life.
I want to become stronger.
In order for that to happen, I need you.

We were once very strong.
We slowly drifted to I.
You never know what you had 'til it's gone.

I think about the past, then break down.
You never know what your holding inside.

I love you but you cannot know it.
I like you but I cannot show it.
I cannot tell you how I feel, deep down inside.

Tyler Ray Bischof.
We almost had a future.
We almost had alot of things.
I loved him. I didn't get the same feeling back.
I'm the blame for alot of **** between us and i'm really sorry.
Tyler, I love you.

Im supposed to be your friend.
I'm horrible, appalling, horendous.
I'm terrible for liking the boy you're in love with.
I should be shunned, hung, overall hated.
Sniffle I hate myself.