Once again
You have hurt me
Crying
Shaking
Overheating
Nauseous
Losing control
because you
found someone new
and you blind-sided me,
didnt you?!
how could you not know
why I was angry
why i pushed you away
why we arent talking right now
how could you not know
im still in love with you
isnt it obvious?
i still love you
but you,
unlike me,
have moved on
its been over a year but
i still cant seem to
let
you
go
but now
i will let everything go
become someone you dont know
i now revert to
who i was before you
once again
i
go
numb