I died but I'm the one haunted

I remember I let it in Him A friend My friend I trusted him The first time I remembered He was My friend He made me laugh He was playing pretend He made me feel special Trusting him Took me to the doctor Took away my pain We played Pretend But i didn't Know It would End We shared joy And music We rode in cars And had parties He showed me my favorite Band And lent me A hand Gave me hugs Acted like He was from Above Taught me About Love Love Love Something Else Something Else Not love I thought I was I really Thought He made me Think It was Love I thought he was a jerk An asshole A liar A perv He came around And taught Me Love Since i was Young Made me Feel like I Belonged I saw His sick game In a small frame Piss my brother off Show off He gets what he Wants What he Wants He wants Me?? I'm wanted? Wanted Taunted taunted Haunted Ghosts I died But i still See His ghost He lives It haunts me The most He lives With kids He lives Like he never did He lives I see his ghost Float around me Behind me On Me Forever Haunted Can't escape Even in death From what he did Love Love It's all i wanted He knew I had none Had noone He used me Abusive Manipulative I knew Then i didn't He said i didn't It's me It was me So alone So Alone I knew My body Brain And soul Were lonely Broken Wounded He preyed Upon me Now He haunts me Haunted To remember The joy i felt The yearning The desire It felt like fire And i was inside It Burning all my Fucking flesh off Trying to Find It My flesh That fell Off My flesh He peeled Off One day I'll be dead One day I'll have his head One day I'll haunt him Never forgive If forgiveness is for me It's not in the cards I want to be angry I want to Haunt him Sweet Sweet Fucking Revenge It's coming Coming Slow and steady Baby From god OR From me Either way It's coming Baby. Honey Sweety Fuck you

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