Again, I am paralyzed ー
Confined in my box of a room
as I am stricken with this strange fever, you see.
And now, here I lie - spread-eagle and stillー
to dawn on how thoughtd turn quickly
Like the crack of Dusk.
I am not sure if I'm lucid or not ー
Adrift in my dream-like Now
Because I am afraid to wake up
To the glint of Reality's stainless Blade.
I confess, it is a sight to see ー
The sought after Light at the end
Be swallowed by the Hole I'm in.
Where I find myself Falling ー
Falling ー
Falling ー
Away from the Light and down the Abyss.
Does it feel like geting lost in a foreign yet familiar place?
Or is it like a smile under the rain?
Is it like losing your lover's love?
Or does it feel like nothing at all?
I confess, words cannot express
This feeling ー
Of Falling without End ー
Of Falling without End...
This silent predator is neither Friend nor Foe,
because it attacks when one least knows.
Before you know it, when the calm follows the storm ー
It has covered you like Pinatubo's sable-colored ash.