at some point in time
i thought losing
the one i called mine
was the most painful loss
i could endure
until i was laying
on my bedroom floor
shivering and numb
head twirling, screaming
like a broken album
it's at four in the morning
when i still haven't slept
with god knows what in my system
completely unkempt
that i could see now
losing myself
was far worse somehow
s.s