Hydrangea

I promise I’m trying my best not to back out and I promise and I promise and I know that you’re okay with me being unsure but it feels like I’m just a lost cause waiting for the inevitable day when you see that this is it this is all you’re getting from me it feels like a lie though from day one you knew what you were getting into and I tell you all the time that I can’t even figure myself out and you offer to help me solve the puzzle but I don’t understand why you’re so willing when I give you no guarantees I guess you must love me not weighing up the pros and cons like I do you love unconditionally like you're supposed to and I can't help feeling like I'm not holding up my end of the deal and even though I do all I can I don’t think I'll ever feel the way that you do is that enough for you?

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arowana

21 / F / England

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