Not everyone can recover
In ways which are deemed
Acceptable.
I should know.
I have tried.
But the alcohol will always
Defeat me.
It’s gentle embrace will always
Wash away the bruises
Permanently etched into my
Skin.
It’s caressing touch will always
Help me to forget
How he said my name,
How he touched me,
How he turned my life upside down.
I know the bottle is not the answer,
I have tried to leave it behind. But
No matter how hard I try,
The bottom of the bottle will always be my solace,
My safe place,
The only constant I have left.
It is the only way I know how to go on.