Alone again, on the same furrowed land
Knees trembling to much to stand
I find my feet firmly planted in quicksand
I'm sinking yet AGAIN
There is no need to pretend
My situation is to much to comprehend
I'm tired of all the abuse
Forced into being a lonely recluse
I once again raise my flag of truce
This suffering is way to much to bear
So I let go, raise my hands into the air
To an uncaring entity, I offer my last prayer
I hear the last toll of the bell
As the tears in my eyes swell
Sinking into my own personal hell
I watch my life slowly dissipate
I listen to the last beat beneath my breastplate
I could no longer carry the weight
©Pauline Morris