i've been dreaming these dreams
and you're there
with your arms wrapped around me
the catch?
you are not there
don't exist
i think i've made you up inside my head
a line
stolen
like my thoughts of you
and i've been sleeping this way
years and years
it's second nature
and now
i just can't do it
i can't pretend
that you could love me
the way i pretend
i do.
So here I am
Alone
in my head
and as i sleep
But I've only ever
ever
ever
been alone.