Repulsive and cruel,
Laying with an arm round me
An arm that is literally spitting
False phrases one moment
as though I'm the king of the jews.
god is dead.
and my entire life you
will always be a piece of
the shattered boy
the one who used to daydream
of stories only told by hopeless cries.
problem is you cannot hear the weeping
in their words that stream out their fragile hands.
Now spitting ugly and hurtful language,
That just tears me up,
And once you step out the doorway,
The saline filled liquid starts.
I'm trying to distance myself,
But how do I manage that?
How many more lies can you narrate
while you keep my loving heart?
Do you really think I don't recognize
and your love will bring me anything?
After all I have suffered.
How many more painful days
I simply wanted your dreams forever
but apparently my life isn't anything
certainly unworthy of admiration,
or unconditional love.
Sep 5, 2015
Sep 5, 2015 at 10:30 PM UTC
Repulsive and cruel,
Laying with an arm round me
An arm that is literally spitting
False phrases one moment
as though I'm the king of the jews.
god is dead.
and my entire life you
will always be a piece of
the shattered boy
the one who used to daydream
of stories only told by hopeless cries.
problem is you cannot hear the weeping
in their words that stream out their fragile hands.
Now spitting ugly and hurtful language,
That just tears me up,
And once you step out the doorway,
The saline filled liquid starts.
I'm trying to distance myself,
But how do I manage that?
How many more lies can you narrate
while you keep my loving heart?
Do you really think I don't recognize
and your love will bring me anything?
After all I have suffered.
How many more painful days
I simply wanted your dreams forever
but apparently my life isn't anything
certainly unworthy of admiration,
or unconditional love.
