i am
completely done
trying to be worth it,
when i am clearly
not.
i am
completely done
making you realize
that i love you,
when you clearly
don't see it.
i am
completely done
trying to be visible again,
when it's clearly impossible.
i am
completely done
with this shitty life
that i clearly deserve
for my fucked up
past decisions.
i am
completely done
trying to turn back time,
and make you come back,
you clearly won't ever
be next to me again.
and i know the reason why.