darling, I miss you
in ways I wish I could
portray fully. as they say,
true love is shown through
actions-not words.
I miss your violent sweetness
tearing through my stomach
kindly molding me
into our perfect image.
I crave your airy touch-
on protruding bones,
bulging veins.
and holding my heart
while it flutters.
I will win you back
through splatter on ceramic tile
furious punching of numbers,
sleeping in tremors
and waking in dizzy euphoria.
please, I need you
render me empty
deconstruct my body
to put together anew
once more
You have always told me
"you are nothing without me"
.....
and oh god,
you were right.
May 15, 2020
May 15, 2020 at 11:24 PM UTC
darling, I miss you
in ways I wish I could
portray fully. as they say,
true love is shown through
actions-not words.
I miss your violent sweetness
tearing through my stomach
kindly molding me
into our perfect image.
I crave your airy touch-
on protruding bones,
bulging veins.
and holding my heart
while it flutters.
I will win you back
through splatter on ceramic tile
furious punching of numbers,
sleeping in tremors
and waking in dizzy euphoria.
please, I need you
render me empty
deconstruct my body
to put together anew
once more
You have always told me
"you are nothing without me"
.....
and oh god,
you were right.
