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I've excused the abuse, because by now I'm so used to being refused the option to choose what I gain, what I lose, or the ways that I'm used. My body is bruised. I've pumped myself full of ***** my hearts beginning to ooze... I'm so ******* confused. I'm only ever accused of the things I cant do, and I try to defuse the bomb that you use but I always run out of time. This life's a game made to lose. I really just need to transfuse all these feelings of feeling used, and abused, and confused, and targeted as a muse. But it's like they're all fused to my ******* broken soul. my body's constantly shaking, I'm unable to hold onto anything worth taking. "You're unloved because you're cold.". I'm not trying to push you away... I swear my heart's made of gold... And yet, here I am unmoved, unimproved still not doing what I was told.
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Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 1:43 PM UTC
Crossroad blues
I've excused the abuse, because by now I'm so used to being refused the option to choose what I gain, what I lose, or the ways that I'm used. My body is bruised. I've pumped myself full of ***** my hearts beginning to ooze... I'm so ******* confused. I'm only ever accused of the things I cant do, and I try to defuse the bomb that you use but I always run out of time. This life's a game made to lose. I really just need to transfuse all these feelings of feeling used, and abused, and confused, and targeted as a muse. But it's like they're all fused to my ******* broken soul. my body's constantly shaking, I'm unable to hold onto anything worth taking. "You're unloved because you're cold.". I'm not trying to push you away... I swear my heart's made of gold... And yet, here I am unmoved, unimproved still not doing what I was told.
thinking too much can put you in difficult positions, crossroads if you will. Different things make me feel different emotions. Emotions make me feel even more different, more articulate emotions.
#angry#sad#mixed#emotions#idk#long#random#feelings#rhyming#words
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Tearhynolove
18/F/Nova Scotia, Canada
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 1:43 PM UTC
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