Sometimes I feel like a whore..
like my number should be on a bathroom stall
"For a temporary good time call.."
and there would be my number big and bold for the world to see.
That must be where they find it or where I find them because they are all so SHITTY.
What am I doing wrong? Is it me? Is this truly the way that I see myself? No hello beautiful or I want to see you
No, just a 20 minute screw without even a how are you?
It is funny because now that you don't have any time for me and I know I can't be with him all I want to do is call him and ask if we can have a "Sleepover" and I know he knows what that entails
really no point in staying the night, just turn off the lights
I take off my clothes, we fuck, no cuddling or true connection just physical and leaving. You'll cum into the condom, use the restroom, wash your hands, then lay down and pass out and I will be left crying and wondering why I am not good enough to take to dinner, meet your friends really do ANYTHING but be in this bedroom.
But I will slip on my clothes, hold my head high and walk out your front door.