#fwb
here i am again
waiting up all night
in front of an open laptop
wishing you were mine
here i am again
waiting for your call
peeking through my inboxes
like seeing through a wall
here i am again
falling in love with you
praying that you'll see me
knowing that's not you
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 8:01 PM UTC
I love the way you torture me—
Told you before, I never moan this loud.
But with you?
I can't keep my hands to myself,
Can't shut the **** up.
You love it when I lose control,
When our bodies move—loud as applause.
You left me wanting for more—Don't make me beg, please
I know you want it too.
Mar 13, 2025
Mar 13, 2025 at 11:44 PM UTC
let’s go a little bit farther
a little bit harder
let’s do things you’d never think to tell your father
your mom already hates me
but it's not approval that i'm after
not the girl you love but you simply have to have her
***** life changing
anti gun
pro finger blaster
Jan 15, 2025
Jan 15, 2025 at 4:15 PM UTC
Fingers against our cheeks
Looking off at what
I know not but I feel safe
Swaddled in body warmth
Newfound intimate constellations
Soft light traces our skin
From the skirt over my lamp
And the overcast window light
Echoed laughter with the nectar
Of the present
Jun 23, 2024
Jun 23, 2024 at 4:19 AM UTC
Can't possibly forget
your red
flaming lips
from then on I was obsessed
with you
and i felt it deep
beautiful memories
heavenly like stars
you light up this light
in me
in the dark nighttime
can't possibly forget
the passionate kissing
i'm attached
stability of life you provide
through ordinary nights
you open a door for me
through the warm and cold times
you are the one
i gave my heart and soul to
i loved you so real i couldn't let go of you
we've known each other
cherished each other
you're the one i'm sure
that made me so freaking wonderful
and bold
and not worry about scars
or wounds
when we were friends.
Feb 6, 2023
Feb 6, 2023 at 6:41 AM UTC
Perhaps
Im just a fling
Someone you toss around
Someone you use to fill you up
Maybe
That's all i ever be
A toy to you
I'm merely a person
May 15, 2021
May 15, 2021 at 11:06 AM UTC
on a night where we're not quite in
our right minds
we say all sorts of different things,
and who knows how much of it
either of us really means?
but regardless of genuinity,
we said what we wanted to
and in the end, it was for the benefit of who?
then when it came to me, you didn't even say
you had to go.
you were up & done;
~freshly satisfied and ghosting like a pro
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 7:18 PM UTC
There is zero emotion in your eyes
But
the way we cuddle,
makes my heart warm.
But
When I think of loving you -
my heart ceases to beat,
I realise I am only here
because I'm scared to be alone,
scared to love.
And so are you.
Oct 1, 2020
Oct 1, 2020 at 7:18 PM UTC
I am extraordinarily bad at staying friends with people I’ve seen naked
that’s why I’ve lost so many-- because I don’t **** strangers
Apr 11, 2020
Apr 11, 2020 at 3:53 PM UTC
satisfying my
****** desires,
was all
I planned.
but
your lips,
your hands,
your hips,
your eyes,
you entice me,
you.
you’re all i think about.
you.
you made me fall for
you.
Nov 2, 2019
Nov 2, 2019 at 11:14 AM UTC
with each other,
we played around,
****** around
as one would say
“never catch feelings”
our one and
only rule
but
a rebel at heart,
i was.
to break rules was a
part of myself.
“i think i’m in love.
with her.”
Nov 2, 2019
Nov 2, 2019 at 11:03 AM UTC
again it has happened,
that radio silence, that
perfect broken brilliance;
so familiar, so threatening,
that hum of anxious breaths
and tongues and chests,
my glass has shattered
again and the blood has
filled the floor and i
step towards you too eager
to kiss the wounds
on your feet and ankles
and pray to god you
kiss me back and you do;
there is a nineteen-year-old
inside whose heart begins
to burst but there is a grown
woman out here pretending to
be into this tragedy
this destruction of naivety
this stranger who continues
to call himself my friend;
maybe one day he'll mean it
Oct 29, 2019
Oct 29, 2019 at 5:19 PM UTC
i don't know if i want to kiss your lips or just your skin
I just know i'm falling
but I’m afraid I’ll hit the ground hard. And I don't want to.
Can your arms hold the weight of my love? Or do they just want to hold my naked body?
Are you sure it's the best idea to just see where things go?
You make me think love isn’t a real thing
sometimes it seems beautiful
fictional
toxic
deadly…
You still kiss me like i'm what you want
but i know it's just a game to you
Please don't be surprised if one day i refuse to participate.
you're patronizing
inconsiderate
cold
debilitating
but somehow you still find the words and continue dragging me along.
i'm not sure if you're really toxic….
or it's just all in my head.
because i love you
I think I love you?
Or maybe, i only love you when you're in my bed.
I still haven’t decided
Oct 21, 2019
Oct 21, 2019 at 9:51 PM UTC
I don't want to be the cigarette in your coat pocket
Just so you can take me out and use me
And after the high put me out and end my light -sprawled naked across my bed-just to say
"I wish we didn't do that..."
Filling me with such regret
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 1:45 AM UTC
I've already fallen for you
I swore I wouldn't
But i just couldn't stop falling
I know
You've warned me from the start
You're not interested in commitment
And i understood that
You're not ready
Not now
But I've already fallen for you
So that's okay
Use me
If it makes you happy
By all means
Make use of me
It makes no difference
I've already fallen for you
And that already hurts
So use me as your one night stand
It's the same
As one sided love
Either way
I will still get hurt
Because I'm already attach to you
So that's okay
I love you either way
Sep 27, 2019
Sep 27, 2019 at 2:01 AM UTC
We hug
We kiss
We cuddle
In bed
We were just friends
We made out
To him
We were having ***
To me
We were making love
I was his friends with benefits
But he was my lover
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 12:49 PM UTC
Just friends we promised
"Nothing more"
He said as he pulls me to the floor...
That night I went to bed with a *****
He left before dawn...
He uses me but I dont mind
God help me...
I've fallen for a *****
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 9:58 PM UTC
you say we're just friends
but friends don't know the way you taste
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 11:59 PM UTC
"So is this what we are? Friends with benefits, right?"
Oh, right.
Jun 3, 2019
Jun 3, 2019 at 4:03 AM UTC
_
I wanna know you inside and out.
I wanna crawl beneath your skin and
get into the depths of your soul
but you only want to see me naked.
I want to be your silver lining
in the middle of your messy life
I want to be the first thing on your mind
when you wake up and the last thing when
you rest your head on your pillow at night.
I'd give anything to crawl beneath your skin
and get into the depths of your soul.
but all I can do is stay up up wondering why you won't
love me the way I love you.
_
Jun 2, 2019
Jun 2, 2019 at 8:41 PM UTC
the stolen kisses,
the flirting,
the looks
and the lust.
we had it all.
we were the recipe for fun.
and we did have fun,
then you got a girlfriend.
and i was stuck with feelings,
feelings that i didn’t recognize until it was too late.
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 1:34 PM UTC
In the midst of our passion,
I tried to make you show your hand.
You were losing your poker face,
I thought your inhibitions were gone.
But when I said “tell me what you want”
You replied “for you to be happy and healthy”.
And that shattered the dam.
The wall that held back the sea splintered.
And I let you see me drown in my pain.
I told you how letting you gorge on me
Made me the kind of sad I could control.
It was a shallow kind of sad, one that could be fixed with scotch tape.
I ripped the adhesive off of the shallow sad
When the deep dark sad became too much.
I told you how letting you gorge on me
Made me feel useful, even if it validated everything he told me.
I don’t care that my body is nothing more than something to be ******
At least I’m doing my friend a favor.
So even if I can’t be happy and healthy right now,
And even if you know that,
At least we can see each other for what we are
As I let you feed his desires for me,
And you let me feed my desire for pain.
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 10:38 PM UTC