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You were the one That helped me Find myself Once again Lost in an ocean Drowning in my vices Of my hurting spirit You told me it That it was all me That I had it in myself To get up again The whole time But I still thanked you For that helping hand You reached out To grab my drowning hand And you helped Me pull myself out But now I'm drowning again And this time You're the one holding me under You are crushing everything You've told me That was so positive So helpful So kind So caring And you tell me Exactly what I was telling myself While I was drowning I don't know why You are doing this to me You make me feel So worthless I feel a pain Strait in my chest For every time you hurt me With venomous words And a contorted face Of misplaced anger You even said That I'm worthless You told me I was pathetic You told me "*I can say whatever I want to you, And do whatever I want to you, because I'll never lose you.*" While you held me in you're arms Stupid me Said yeah... Because it's true I love you Too much for my own good That was The most defeated voice I've ever heard in myself Where have you gone?
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Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 4:01 AM UTC
Held Under
You were the one That helped me Find myself Once again Lost in an ocean Drowning in my vices Of my hurting spirit You told me it That it was all me That I had it in myself To get up again The whole time But I still thanked you For that helping hand You reached out To grab my drowning hand And you helped Me pull myself out But now I'm drowning again And this time You're the one holding me under You are crushing everything You've told me That was so positive So helpful So kind So caring And you tell me Exactly what I was telling myself While I was drowning I don't know why You are doing this to me You make me feel So worthless I feel a pain Strait in my chest For every time you hurt me With venomous words And a contorted face Of misplaced anger You even said That I'm worthless You told me I was pathetic You told me "*I can say whatever I want to you, And do whatever I want to you, because I'll never lose you.*" While you held me in you're arms Stupid me Said yeah... Because it's true I love you Too much for my own good That was The most defeated voice I've ever heard in myself Where have you gone?
Please come back to me, I know this is not you at all.
#love#sad#depression#confused#abuse#hope#weak#hopeless#defeat
Thedeerwitch
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Thedeerwitch
F/American
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 4:01 AM UTC
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