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its hard for me to remember my own feelings I always forget that beautiful things exist in this world having been numb for so long waking up seems scary damped by the thoughts of other feeling others feelings instead of spending time with myself even though all the time I'm by myself no one cares for me these days I know it to be true since I care for no one currently even pushing them away because I know I'll disappoint them stuck in the between place of young and grown novice and knowing foreign and fluent is so comfortable that its uncomfortable silence makes me nervous yet the sound distracts me I start a new thing and quickly leave it never progressing always upsetting myself these days are a slow climb for me I dont know where the valley ends and my mountain begins but I just hope all my numb feelings dont turn to pain anymore all my flaws dont hold me down anymore all of my self doesn't cower anymore because my feelings all feel foreign and disappointment is too comfortable these days.
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Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 5:35 AM UTC
these days
its hard for me to remember my own feelings I always forget that beautiful things exist in this world having been numb for so long waking up seems scary damped by the thoughts of other feeling others feelings instead of spending time with myself even though all the time I'm by myself no one cares for me these days I know it to be true since I care for no one currently even pushing them away because I know I'll disappoint them stuck in the between place of young and grown novice and knowing foreign and fluent is so comfortable that its uncomfortable silence makes me nervous yet the sound distracts me I start a new thing and quickly leave it never progressing always upsetting myself these days are a slow climb for me I dont know where the valley ends and my mountain begins but I just hope all my numb feelings dont turn to pain anymore all my flaws dont hold me down anymore all of my self doesn't cower anymore because my feelings all feel foreign and disappointment is too comfortable these days.
#numb#honest#feelings#today#sad#life
ashley-hedge
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Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 5:35 AM UTC
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