It is incredible how quickly my rationality was lost
and I genuinely considered taking a blade across my skin
for absolutely no reason.
It's as if my progress means nothing to me
and I am just a spoiled brat who isn't getting attention
so I choose to hurt myself.
It's been almost three years fighting this urge
and it seems to be that it literally will not go away
but I won't give in.
Please don't let me find my self destruct button.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 10:13 PM UTC
It is incredible how quickly my rationality was lost
and I genuinely considered taking a blade across my skin
for absolutely no reason.
It's as if my progress means nothing to me
and I am just a spoiled brat who isn't getting attention
so I choose to hurt myself.
It's been almost three years fighting this urge
and it seems to be that it literally will not go away
but I won't give in.
Please don't let me find my self destruct button.
